watching expired appliances align

psyc?

how is it that portable cd players seem to keep getting smaller and smaller? and what's with all that stabilization nonsense? people jog with cd players these days! years ago a high school friend and i went to the local record store in our small town in his 1970's trans-am or camaro. he'd updated the tape deck with a portable cd player - i think the cd player had cost him a few hundred dollars. at the store he bought the new sonic youth, "dirty." it was one of the special limited edition ones with the "dirty" pictures. we were so bad-ass in those days, right?

i was reading a lot of 'rolling stone.' and i knew i was too old to be reading the magazine, but i couldn't help it. i liked peter travers - he turned me on to hal hartley's film, trust. it took me years to see trust. but peter travers is the one who pointed the way.

sometimes i think about having children and when i think about that i have to consider the ages to which i'd introduce them to rolling stone magazine and sonic youth. would i even do that? can you force things like that down your kids' throats?

sometimes i wonder if i'm becoming a libertarian? politics has always been such a tough thing for me to figure out. i do like this new keyboard i'm using, though. all the keys work! it makes for a much happier me.

from cd players to talking about myself. i sure am probing the depths of my thoughts and existence tonight. existence. makes me think of that david cronenberg (sp?) movie - eXistenZ. i didn't see crash. i should make that attempt. sex and cars. cars and sex. i passed on seeing "ocean's eleven" this morning. i had errands.

last night i did my ERRANDS dance for my roommates. i'd had one beer! one beer and i was dancing! what has gotten into me?